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Rather than a commencement ceremony for a Bachelor of Science, I feel that this is more of a ceremony which welcomes you to the world of reality.

All those, mostly..not all..those expectable, yet uncertain and unmeasurable challenges are stressing me up and making myself feel so.......so...is fragile the right word? It made me loose confidence in myself and it, the level of confidence, wasn't high to begin with cos this is not what I really wanted in the first place.

I do know what I need, what I require and how do I go about coping...I'm just afraid that I can't do it.

Like what senior said "welcome to reality"







What's more? There's a soon-to-be pricipal who said with a stern and fierce tone "You better shut up ah!" in the child care, in front of a whole bunch of kids. Though I do not know if she's aiming at her co-teacher or the kids, and though those kids not old enough, I am serioualy starting to doubt the level of professionalism in this field.












Photo credit: Tahirah's brother with an awesome camera





























I Can't think of that that whole thing in english so the title is in Chinese. HAHAHAHAHA~
The last 3 pics look like some paint advertisment due to the contrasting colors. hohoho~











and all I have was a phone with front camera. (#^___^#)




Starting work tomorrow and I don't know how to describe my feelings. Somehow....it feels worse than first day of school.




听了很多次但MV还是第一次看。
想起了在我5岁时走得太匆忙，没时间和我说再见的外公。
虽然到现在都还没听见但我也不要他跟我说再见...为什么要离开？ 说好会回来的..说了不会有事别担心去完过后就会回来 为什么没回来？




它让我边看边哭 看完还哭 还边写边哭 然后坐在电脑前无声地大哭
好不容易让自己不去想才停了下来 。


我不是爱哭鬼 也不喜欢哭
觉得哭代表脆弱 软弱
只是……控制不了 也阻止不了

1、事情没完全确认前，先不说，好比钱没到帐就不是你的，万一变数你会尴尬；

2、任何秘密，就地消化，到你为止；

3、说话别夸张，为了一时效果惊人，你要付出不靠谱的代价；

4、口无遮拦者都是只管自己说的爽，不管别人听的心情；

5、你总认为你说的话别人不会知道，其实都会知道。

6、和你无关之事你那么喜欢打听，你想干什么嘞？人家想说自然会说，不想时你问，徒增厌烦；

7、答应别人莫太快，虽然不是古代，但总是轻诺，让人鄙视；

8、这个世界有很多人的喜悦源于静思，并非所有人都像你一样以为不说话就等于不开心，所以，你并非时刻有义务不停说话活跃气氛。

This marks a pause in my life as a student, and starts a new paragraph of me in my next phase of life --- working and contributing back to the society. A pause cos there's something more I want to pursue.
Oddly,I don't feel like how I'm supposed to be feeling. It's perhaps due to all the uncertainties that are waiting for me starting next week.

Many things happened both in and out of school. And from there I got to see and learn quite a lot of things. I also got to know some awesome friends who laughed and go crazy with me in class. I somehow lost one too, due to reasons which somewhat I believe is pretty stupid. But I still thank her for being a friend I had for the longest time throughout my journey in Early Childhood Education since the first day of school. I do still see you as my friend though we don't talk as much now and I do hope all the best for you in all aspects of your life. ^^

I'm glad and thankful that my loved ones managed to make themselves available and graduated with me yesterday:






Those who wanted to come but couldn't make it, actually..only one. HAHAHA~ it's ok..I'm already glad to know that you've the thoughts. ^^ hehheheheh~



Presents from First Campus- Sunflower and Candies. ^^





Credits: photos 4-6 and 8 were taken by Tahirah's brother with an awesome camera.



why I believe it's time for me to stop eating and loose some weight.
These only took up a small part of the whole mount everest I had for the past week.




Sushi with Julien.








文宴楼's new dim sum -- 榴莲苏 made with durain. YUMMY! ^^
This is one of the 20 over other dishes I ate today with grandma and family. ^^






Iphone is not that bad..







when it has lotsa camera and photo editing apps made available for me. ^-^ That's the most number of apps I have now in my phone compared to apps for games, social, music etc etc.







AHHH.
I don't know why people like to use the word 'camwhore' or 'cam-whore' or 'cam whore' whatever way you spell it..
it doesn't sound nice and make you sound like you are one (whore) instead. =.=
I know the definition of it is starting to move away from what the term really meant literally but still...............
aren't there any nicer word?











For a couple of years, this hokkien song never fails to make me tear up whenever I hear it and it's the only one till date.

Mommy loves this song too! ^^




This post is so messed up. Filled with all sorts of random stuff..my mind is disorganized. HAHA~

Work tomorrow. For a day.








I'm glad, I'm happy, really,...that there are people who appreciate the pictures I took saying how nice they were (though not every single one of them) and even suggest how I can make use of my 'skill' to do some business. Though these people are not alot..they can't even fill up my 10 fingers，perhaps not even those I can find one hand, neither are they big shots like professional photographers and art directors, I'm really glad that they expressed it out to me. Cos I really needed that as that's what I really like to do -- taking photos-- though I know I'm a nobody as compared to countless of others out there, moreoever, with no single knowledge about photography.

My mom just asked me "为什么一定要人家的认可和认定？为什么要人家喜欢？自己喜欢不就好了吗？"
Sometimes, what we are looking for is just for the effort we put in, espeically in the things we like to do, we love to do, to get acknowledged, especially when it has something to do with the dreams we have.

How many people can actually understand that?
There are some who actually told me things like travelling around taking photos of the things I see cannot be seen as a job, it's not that easy to earn money etc etc.




Bleah~ this is not the end of the stuff I have in my brain now, not even about the thing I just said right above but gotta wake up early tmr so I shall end my long post which no one's gonna read here...well, perhaps one or two will...









messed up brain tonight. GOOD NIGHT!! ^^









yes, not afternoon tea but afternoon chocolate.
Cos I had hot chocolate.

hehe~ ^^


















THANKYOU
mommy . daddy . brother . pig . aunt betty . grandma . nat and family
julien . li ping . chen wei xian
xinyi . qing xiu
and many others who wished me through facebook and smses

most importantly,
thank you, Tan Wei Sian.

I love panda.



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